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My head is spinning. Between the weed, the vodka, and the blood trickling from my arm.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5o6FcGK8M
You should just kill yourself.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMlsLmNlx1
No no no no.....180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg18ObWJHl
Once those thoughts intrude, it's over.
Fuck.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84OWmvsYKN
The one person who liked you, the one person who wanted you, doesn't want you anymore. Now what? my inner voice reminds me.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXplRq0C5qf
I grab the bottle of vodka and take another swig, hoping to drown out the thoughts, knowing damn well, alcohol will make it worst.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdhCTD2Ljb
Why would she do that to me? I fucking hate her.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqlBGeRb4I
But I love her so, so much.
I want her right now.
I need her so badly.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD5AA3Ercw
I can feel my mind caving in. Too many emotions are pouring down on me, like a never-ending rainstorm.
I haven't shed one tear since I got here, and it's getting awfully hard to hold back. I feel like sobbing for days on end, but I know if I start......I'll never stop.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXmOtX7s8w
I hear Novah's voice in my head.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2cnQC2p4h
My beautiful boy......180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTUqsZYeHR
It gave me so much hope that she thought I was beautiful. That she thought I was good. All my life, I've been told I was bad. A suspect.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7s39BPo5r
Someone finally thought I was worthy. The way she would look into my eyes and run her fingers through my hair. She would kiss my lips so gently like she was afraid to break me or something. She treated me like I was precious.
And now......now.......she doesn't want me anymore.
I'm discarded trash just like I was before.
That thought is so painful. I get that sinking feeling in my gut and it starts to get hard to breathe.
My hands are trembling and the cuts I just recently made are still bleeding, I didn't even bother to clean them or anything. I'm letting the blood flow freely.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF1NvUenCA
Just then, something dawns on me.
What if I just end it all, right now?
All my suffering would be over.
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