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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰,有專家以”雪崩"形容,根據外電報道…」888Please respect copyright.PENANACPNYb5uFw2
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這下子該怎麼辦?我扶扶額頭,以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍,沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。888Please respect copyright.PENANA364xowDjAe
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我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵,現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的,要把我從內撕裂!昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒,鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我!888Please respect copyright.PENANAse591AW27X
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好,跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平,至少現在能站穩。888Please respect copyright.PENANAIVp9Qb6OPr
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不知道是香氣還是聲音,妍妍從睡房中探出頭來:「嘩,第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAih103D5F6v
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「你去刷牙洗面先,就搞掂。」888Please respect copyright.PENANArbir3NOHNM
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把早餐擺好,將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。888Please respect copyright.PENANAIVM9wqnXia
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……屋中靜得耳朵發痛,這已經不是安靜。888Please respect copyright.PENANAFPZ8BLIeBj
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當中的分別是…我們的家,我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西,飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照,亞基成長的照片,我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔,Beta的飛機杯,程太家中的刺繡之類,除了是一個空間外,家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。888Please respect copyright.PENANAgLHtXn2coa
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…甚麼也沒有。888Please respect copyright.PENANABYRix1GRQo
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正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她,但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣,早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。888Please respect copyright.PENANAJMAtBrWtMO
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「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩?」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我,從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。888Please respect copyright.PENANAwduztHSiBw
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「哦無,我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。888Please respect copyright.PENANAqG9cIJ9NbG
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「……」妍妍表情微妙,然後放開我站起來,「收音機既電,你拆既?」888Please respect copyright.PENANAHZTza9z9bX
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「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看,「我啊…自己一個人住,有時候全日都唔會同人講野,咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野,所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘,夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜,係唔係…好老套?」888Please respect copyright.PENANA80lh2Uv7di
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字句中,滲透著落寞。888Please respect copyright.PENANABXvgh5KG4F
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。888Please respect copyright.PENANAZu2yIK8iJg
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回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐,那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…888Please respect copyright.PENANAxTNlsqXcKT
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「點會老土啫。」我說,「今時今日一天都係衛星,我仲練緊射箭喔?」888Please respect copyright.PENANAIplZtnddsj
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妍妍吃笑:「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾10後叫阿姨,食早餐啦,唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」888Please respect copyright.PENANAa5txnnS3he
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「易整。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAgHpxjssTop
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妍妍與我都好像有種默契:誰也不正面提及昨晚的事,誰也不確認我們現在的關係,直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。888Please respect copyright.PENANA3osSJPrUJH
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我是她的甚麼人?她是我的甚麼人?朋友?但我們有這種關係;性伴?但我們只有過一晚這種關係;一夜情?我又不覺得止步於這種關係;情侶?我們誰也沒有向過對方表白,甚至—888Please respect copyright.PENANAs2LNC5Ja16
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她只是想找人提供一個肩膊,一種慰藉;我只是想找機會鬆開煞車,試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。888Please respect copyright.PENANA7CEHAoUXxF
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老天,我做了甚麼。888Please respect copyright.PENANAm6lHsAC8lt
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感覺糟透了,我指心理上,五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受,好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉,不難喝,但味道過於複雜混沌,難以陳述。888Please respect copyright.PENANAVsIfVCz5tJ
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「之後…你有咩打算?」我先開口,感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係,有點佔她便宜,所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺,剛剛那頓早餐是,現在先行開口也是,我希望使她感受到我的關心。888Please respect copyright.PENANAAHnsxcu4FJ
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「…我應該唔再做PTGF。」888Please respect copyright.PENANA8umhAnj2mw
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「都好既,你係唔係就畢業?」妍妍比我大一年。888Please respect copyright.PENANAoCIU5FIdeZ
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「就快。」她說,「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAxLyvyJmrH2
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「抖下先?」888Please respect copyright.PENANAECL98nEyN2
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「嗯,我可能去個長旅行, Working Holidays之類。」她說,「我都唔知,我個人無咩計劃,可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向,得過且過,依加有種從新出發既感覺。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAVwlvNR4YuV
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她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅,我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去,但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。888Please respect copyright.PENANA0pzlMerKFm
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「你會搵到既。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAFoMTw58QJI
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「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。888Please respect copyright.PENANA1UGkb0AGfP
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「其他人即使岩Feel,我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說,「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人,呀遊。」888Please respect copyright.PENANA9LlAmpJBR0
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妍妍已經說得好婉轉了,現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。888Please respect copyright.PENANAmHn8d98cLx
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她閃亮的眼神,又有點期待,又有點害怕。888Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ak0ZqZwwH
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「…對唔住。」888Please respect copyright.PENANANYBOaeMPnh
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她先是默靜了片刻。888Please respect copyright.PENANAl212B7nsJx
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「點解要道歉?」888Please respect copyright.PENANA8k8WiP3lGG
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我搖頭說:「如果你想我同你起一齊,我好榮幸,係我修到既福氣,我亦都好樂意,搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次,然後正式係一樣…」888Please respect copyright.PENANA1DodfSwNHn
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她嘴角揚起。888Please respect copyright.PENANAcI8TSe1Wdh
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「…但係。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAS46pUIj3mW
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她嘴角塌下。888Please respect copyright.PENANAU5uksG1F6H
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「我心入面仲有童桐,我仲未完全放低到佢,當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊,但我…唔想咁對你,我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAafEnmnS8GZ
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。888Please respect copyright.PENANAcwKvYYbR39
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那不但是傷心,更加是絕望,對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。888Please respect copyright.PENANACMvS0eftMn
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發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措:「我,我,我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊!你你你俾少少時間,我處理好我同童桐之間既事,我就會…」888Please respect copyright.PENANABYFAo6fJtx
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「你唔好呃人,馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說,她眼中充滿了冰冷。888Please respect copyright.PENANAWMRYi3Cdz2
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…我就說了,我從來不是甚麼好人。888Please respect copyright.PENANA4U7YRJkvJn
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「我無呃你,我會努力忘記佢…」888Please respect copyright.PENANAV17cZF3GZl
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「你係度呃緊既唔係我,係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。888Please respect copyright.PENANA30af51npWK
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「我都係過來人,我都曾經同你都一樣,曾經將一個人視為我既一切,我既全部!」她痛心地掩著胸口說,「根本無可能!無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到!你唔止想呃我!仲要連自己都呃埋!!」888Please respect copyright.PENANAnXIj4mrIEk
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。888Please respect copyright.PENANAITa4nCowlE
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由於壓制率不足,呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
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「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說,「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」888Please respect copyright.PENANA37Lv8x0vTQ
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不,童桐沒有錯,妍妍也沒有錯。888Please respect copyright.PENANAE5dMq68mvV
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錯的只是我罷了。888Please respect copyright.PENANAL9LrLakz5D
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾,沒想到連我也有成為渣男,賤男的一天。888Please respect copyright.PENANA1IuWM8XBl0
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「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說,「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬,我又點及得上佢…」888Please respect copyright.PENANAGRK3E2dBLz
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一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中,本來打算安慰妍妍的我,在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。888Please respect copyright.PENANAPjFywKPDnU
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我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉,我不知道可以怎麼辦,果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。888Please respect copyright.PENANAZQukXLmFXZ
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這種級別的關係困境,已經不是我可以解決得了。888Please respect copyright.PENANARuPTs8Flei
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[黑色!?你唔同童桐一齊左咩,OK喇不過,不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。888Please respect copyright.PENANAMelTDpcieG
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「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我,然後說,「我唔係個D…依加我係你既人,你就要負責任個種,其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點?呀遊。」888Please respect copyright.PENANA2caHB6ypto
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「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。888Please respect copyright.PENANAfJo9opO4UF
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「我亦唔想你扭曲自己,一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人,同一個你唔愛既人一齊?如果係咁,我就好自私。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAQG099jyRlx
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「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢,依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說,「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAgUhwqg4OGE
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAvdIigmTo5U
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「對我黎講,你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說,「佢既原因係咁既份量,咁既級數,而且我同你之間係無感情基礎,而你,童桐兩個之間係有,佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度,恐怕超乎你想像。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAhGfHDPLuvM
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到底是…甚麼的理由?888Please respect copyright.PENANA74wVfeDuX1
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「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前,「我又未必會肯同你一齊,你準備繼續打飛機喇,A0遊。」888Please respect copyright.PENANAS4dU1oPj5Q
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…妍妍竟然…888Please respect copyright.PENANALcTBA6CWAq
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妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱,故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因,使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉,使我可以繼續前進,不用理會她,掌握著所謂的初心,所謂的理想,所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛!!888Please respect copyright.PENANAlNS49Poe8M
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。888Please respect copyright.PENANAeoJZTpU8PR
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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