不知道從什麼時候開始,流行起一種瓦楞板大卡片,女孩們、情侶間在特殊節日時,會親手製作這種瓦楞板卡片,最小的都有A4大小,上面貼滿照片跟各式各樣的貼紙,可能還會有色紙剪貼的標題,再附上一些卡片真正的文字內容…361Please respect copyright.PENANAJETijomcNI
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「我才不會做那種鬼東西。」記得自己曾這麼說過。當時一個朋友問我「我生日會收到妳親手做的卡片嗎?現在很流行的那一種?」361Please respect copyright.PENANA2vScQeag8U
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「妳是要收在哪裡?只會放在那邊長灰塵,丟也不是、留也不是的東西,我幹嘛做?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAiUbwafZ6Q9
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沒想到我狠狠的打了自己嘴巴。361Please respect copyright.PENANAzf2gjR8fNi
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回家之後,我思索著可以幫阿龍做些什麼…
阿龍的姊姊說,阿龍的記憶沒有完全恢復,來探望的人,他有些是不認得的…361Please respect copyright.PENANAINgSAIGG6n
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我在班級社團留言,告訴大家,我想做一個加油板,需要大家對阿龍說說話,還需要大家和阿龍的合照。
不愧是阿龍,幾天內就累積了班級人數一半以上的留言,跟一堆照片。361Please respect copyright.PENANA9hO5AMWkSq
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我把大家想說的話跟照片都印出來,剪下後貼上瓦楞板,最上面還貼了「早日康復」四個大字…361Please respect copyright.PENANA1XbcGgzf3b
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是的,我做了口中的「鬼東西」…(還做了半開大小的呢)361Please respect copyright.PENANAoeAlHuGf5B
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卡片正中央是阿龍小時候的照片,放得很大,是阿龍姊姊給我的,她說這張阿龍笑得很開心,家人都很喜歡。361Please respect copyright.PENANAOsfNZICjRx
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再次去醫院探望阿龍是兩個月後了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAy0bUKo54sj
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阿龍已拿掉呼吸器,但還是無法說話,嘴巴附近因為有縫合,所以也只能用吸管喝一些流質的飲料,或小口吃粥狀的食物…至少已經可以進食了。361Please respect copyright.PENANAXOHP7PQ8kY
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去的時候他剛好在吃飯,坐在病床上,看見我們,他抬手,指了指我們。361Please respect copyright.PENANA6SVJQ0LX2x
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「你可以吃東西了啊?不錯不錯,多吃點。」
他看著我們,一個看過一個,眼神最後回來我身上,他挑了挑眉。361Please respect copyright.PENANAK9ptL5KXTJ
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「你不認得嗎?這是阿貓、這是猴子、這是眼鏡仔啊。」我一邊指指同學,一邊幫助阿龍回想。361Please respect copyright.PENANAfBwEgfxwMr
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阿龍比了個「讚」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAVlAwXHkUXh
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「我有東西給你哦。」我走向前,把那個大板子拿出來,放在阿龍面前。361Please respect copyright.PENANAJE9Z5HmTco
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他盯著板子看了好久好久。361Please respect copyright.PENANA4LlBs2Tk84
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他指了中間的大頭寶寶,又指了指他自己。
「對啊,這是你小時候,是你姊姊給我的照片哦,你小時候超可愛的!」
阿龍想笑,他準備咧開嘴時吃痛,臉皺了起來。
「欸你不要笑啦,現在還不能笑啦乖。」
他又比了「讚」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAifZZu9sX5x
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「板子上的照片你認得誰嗎?」361Please respect copyright.PENANA2XN6LcdFhg
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阿龍看著板子,開始指,一個、兩個,第三個是我、四個…然後他停止動作,抬頭看我。361Please respect copyright.PENANAdGiY2V5FxU
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只有四個啊…還不包含今天來的人呢,另外幾個同學一臉尷尬。361Please respect copyright.PENANAg3IY2izY7o
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阿龍露出了歉疚的表情。
「沒關係,慢慢來。這些都是我們的同學哦,你不用勉強自己,慢慢來,之後就會想起來的。」
我捏捏他的手掌,他想出力捏捏我,但力道還是很小很小…361Please respect copyright.PENANAhddS0DwFbS
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他又比了「讚」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAo7iXSlhR7i
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我也比一個「讚」。361Please respect copyright.PENANAjSsFq6B7df
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「加油!」我說。361Please respect copyright.PENANAoB2oSXMh2e
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人在無助的時候,除了尋求他人幫助,我們最常做的事情,就是求神明的幫助了…361Please respect copyright.PENANACyg8kirsE2
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不用加班的週末,我去了一趟廟裡。
那是一間香火鼎盛的大廟,我在每個神明前認真祈求,說了阿龍的生辰、住的地方跟醫院、說了他的狀況…然後和神明發了茹素三個月的願。361Please respect copyright.PENANAOpMP4HBYeu
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距離上一次看阿龍,又過了兩個月。361Please respect copyright.PENANAHh89adOgoD
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這次我自己一個人到醫院。
看護一看見我來,就說他要去買東西,人就跑走了。
「你的看護好像很不想待在這厚?」我笑著說。361Please respect copyright.PENANAoOD1q8uLJg
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「他…想去抽菸…」一個微弱的聲音從阿龍口中傳出。361Please respect copyright.PENANA9GteAj46Mt
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「你可以說話了!?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAGQLwgG1vZT
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他點點頭。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAKPxOZ1weF
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「!!!」我驚喜著,連忙坐在床旁邊的椅子上,看著他。361Please respect copyright.PENANAAk5i3c8g5P
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「說話…還是…痛…」361Please respect copyright.PENANAlM8MGb67IT
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「說話會很痛嗎?那不要勉強說話了,可能還沒消腫。」361Please respect copyright.PENANATUgIXPKvMk
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「沒…關係…我想…妳說話」361Please respect copyright.PENANAMm2g4PBK8R
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「你傻哦,以後說話的機會多得是啊,不用急。啊,我又有東西要給你了喔。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAd5bySFezyr
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我拿出從廟裡帶回來的平安符,放在阿龍手裡。361Please respect copyright.PENANAPraTEx8PWG
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「這是去廟裡求的,你可以戴在身上,或是掛在床旁邊都可以,嗯…」我看著他脖子上已有一條家人給的平安符,「掛床邊吧?就這邊好不好?我幫你掛。」361Please respect copyright.PENANAZjLIQs4jCB
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我伸手想拿平安符,阿龍卻捏住不放。361Please respect copyright.PENANAjekBcMJwp0
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「怎麼了?」361Please respect copyright.PENANA0cqOXGwe7a
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他抬起無法高舉的手,將脖子低下,很吃力的想自己戴上平安符…361Please respect copyright.PENANA3DuUyEfcWq
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我愣住了兩秒。361Please respect copyright.PENANAKXZRD3sKbF
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「欸,你要戴在身上就說啊,我幫你戴啦…」361Please respect copyright.PENANAQdPJ8zR18j
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我靠近他,接過平安符,繞過他的脖子,打活結。361Please respect copyright.PENANA4VmNgVrR5N
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他盯著我看。361Please respect copyright.PENANAwwPQ7XMYCm
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「好了,這樣可以吧?」361Please respect copyright.PENANAK4z6QjVnmn
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他摸了摸平安符,像怕不見似的,將它放進衣服裡,拍拍胸口,靠近心臟的位置。361Please respect copyright.PENANAOpbvSgB8Qy
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待續。
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