英傑的生日是五月三十,在那個數字諧音流行的年代,我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。363Please respect copyright.PENANAi2d7fiDUrg
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在他生日時,我編了一條幸運手繩給他,夾在信裡。363Please respect copyright.PENANAx3a0PrwPFA
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我們持續通信,我和他說生活中的每一件大小事;我繼續創作故事,他仍然為我寫詩;他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書,我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人,就這麼寫到我國中畢業。363Please respect copyright.PENANAfZ7aXofGQf
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在國中三年級的寒假裡,他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信,他即將可以換下那套制服,踏出大門。363Please respect copyright.PENANA0wkZTmgF1A
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳,那時候我們再聯絡吧。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAJY5G49thzG
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過了一個月,我再度收到他的信,來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。363Please respect copyright.PENANAfpZtRTC4BO
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「這是我的手機,打給我吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAxZg9xPVdKr
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAPfmKR0TW1O
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一個午後,我撥了他的電話。363Please respect copyright.PENANAVIYptNCuBj
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「喂。」他很快就接了,聲音很低沉。363Please respect copyright.PENANAPUMFAv5jOy
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。363Please respect copyright.PENANAp3xdzECtba
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「現在才打來。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFkZ90aDuDV
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「你知道我是誰?」363Please respect copyright.PENANA4nKg0RRN5w
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「除了我妹還有誰?」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。363Please respect copyright.PENANAwWMVhoWgfE
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他的聲音很低,活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人,後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲,學起來還挺像的。363Please respect copyright.PENANAOArXdU8LIG
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他說,他出來之後在當保鑣,保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興,覺得他有好好的工作。363Please respect copyright.PENANA3UV94foA7w
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣,現在來說的話,就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時,會因為前科而四處碰壁,加上與社會脫節,重拾「老本行」是很常見的,「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。363Please respect copyright.PENANAGrrCtuYhwV
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「那你會不會有危險啊?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2QX04qo1r
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「安啦!我命大,死不了的!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAvAiPIa2ag4
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國中的最後一個學期,每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。363Please respect copyright.PENANA0bP5nFti88
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方,抱怨一下自己的生活(多半是我在抱怨考試很多)、問一問對方的近況,卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。363Please respect copyright.PENANAo3kQomTF1g
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面,我們都有自己的事忙,以後還怕見不到嗎?」那時我總這麼想。363Please respect copyright.PENANA5vUZiyVtiL
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真不應該這麼想的。363Please respect copyright.PENANAPpH5hApOGo
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國中畢業的那個暑假,我已確定好自己要念的學校,就開始不停地玩。363Please respect copyright.PENANAkwhHMRDcIb
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時,手機響了,是英傑。363Please respect copyright.PENANANnm2PM6b7a
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「猴,妳在打撞球哦?」363Please respect copyright.PENANA0OtMeN5t9e
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「這樣也聽得見啊?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAtWKeYl9noG
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「跟朋友嗎?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAXAvde8ELtB
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「對啊。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAq6Kp1hqgTv
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「我之後會換號碼,到時候再打給妳。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAl9fkEew4Cn
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「哦,好啊。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAgwnO25uOH3
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「……」363Please respect copyright.PENANAT7Lrb7XUUb
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「怎麼了?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAVtIVIqPVyD
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「我跟妳說一件事,不要生氣喔。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAAUuo71HSZP
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「什麼啊?」363Please respect copyright.PENANA9HbCQ5uZzx
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「我現在被通緝了。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAnueULtlpKH
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「………」363Please respect copyright.PENANAeuy01zqQyd
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡,他還是嘻嘻哈哈的,聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重,但我只是沉默的聽著。363Please respect copyright.PENANA50w5a6zKz0
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「妳可以罵我,我知道我害妳很難過,對不起。」嘆口氣後,他這麼說。363Please respect copyright.PENANAWSyRE4ZFJK
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「我去找你吧。」我說。363Please respect copyright.PENANA5fdnLuk0ak
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「什麼?」363Please respect copyright.PENANA0ElMTnYLO1
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「我去找你。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAYt9LGoQECs
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「真的嗎?」363Please respect copyright.PENANALwLmmXCjAY
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「嗯。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAukFKN9Wjh1
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那個時候,我才十五歲,從來沒有搭過火車。363Please respect copyright.PENANAk4z2rkwXnp
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他,怕家人不僅不讓我去,還會選擇報警。363Please respect copyright.PENANA9AJBWRRZIJ
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後,隔了兩天,我便獨自搭上火車,前往英傑所在的城市。363Please respect copyright.PENANARyvg8IyYz8
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待續。
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