「這個擺飾真可愛。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAef3v1j9VlF
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANA5hulBWC6Ik
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「妳換拖鞋了啊?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Fzm00fQQ
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人,我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻,想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。365Please respect copyright.PENANAUkFTt9SNEA
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說,對吧?」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。365Please respect copyright.PENANAImP4yOaZl2
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自他走進我房間,自在的坐下來時,我便如驚弓之鳥,站立一旁,拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。365Please respect copyright.PENANAAKTaMbXNZC
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好像,做錯事情的是我。365Please respect copyright.PENANAORyvdg9i06
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候,妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書,就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。365Please respect copyright.PENANAoifEwK7vec
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAsZVSpwLS4I
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「……當然不是,但這套小說可以借我嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAdzhaDwHG6O
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我盯著他,思考他這麼做的用意。365Please respect copyright.PENANAI8m91XBNRp
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。365Please respect copyright.PENANAGdaDwaoEMR
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「為什麼是我?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAWkDdLPcx83
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我真正想問的是,為什麼騙我?365Please respect copyright.PENANAm1LDTEhK1d
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「我們本來就不認識,為什麼來招惹我?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAgX44LMso2j
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他的笑容漸漸退去,知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。365Please respect copyright.PENANAGWyfqVbUCk
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「因為妳漂亮。」365Please respect copyright.PENANA6Tc5d8kNnW
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「……………」365Please respect copyright.PENANAzj432kUA6b
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「所以喜歡妳。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAmVab5KDSe2
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。365Please respect copyright.PENANAzgTzgxVMYd
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友,質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來,還開始產生自卑心態的時候,我有想過跟妳坦白。」365Please respect copyright.PENANANVFTfGuwJH
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「妳現在知道了,不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」365Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ek8SAl2vH
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生,誰知道…故意不理妳,故意發脾氣,想說趁吵架分手,但妳都不回嘴也不生氣,還跟我道歉,我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAKHEA4FvMEc
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他一貫的誠懇態度,加上我殘餘的依戀,讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。365Please respect copyright.PENANAj1z8EeLrUu
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他看我不說話,急了。365Please respect copyright.PENANATnUydpEe9a
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友,但在找到之前,我還是可以陪著妳啊。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAMipf40ZQiK
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我皺眉,這種話也說的出口啊。365Please respect copyright.PENANATN7IxoBRlb
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「你從頭到尾,都在騙我,現在還想繼續?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAqqtO2FEITg
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「我不會再騙妳了,我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了,還能騙妳什麼?」365Please respect copyright.PENANApHZWHYVbxL
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。365Please respect copyright.PENANAyeZPpGdsRB
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「你在外面這樣玩,不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAkeLk6LKEhG
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「她不知道,怎麼會可憐?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAlT7MC7Q6ez
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「她不知道,不代表你就可以這樣啊。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAqf7Mq5SC8y
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現,那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAWUBAiyqav7
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「…………」365Please respect copyright.PENANAz3eJ8jPpK4
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他不覺得他有錯,完完全全。365Please respect copyright.PENANAIKrwuF5Lhp
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外,還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。365Please respect copyright.PENANA5S3LgQYs8h
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妳怎麼會,如此盲目?365Please respect copyright.PENANAx4W362B9R4
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎?」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。365Please respect copyright.PENANATlnRII81v1
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺!感情才是絕大部份的原因啊!」365Please respect copyright.PENANAONzwrxLYBG
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他的反應很大,看來是說中了啊。365Please respect copyright.PENANAikzFDZpK2X
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「是喔,這麼喜歡我,那怎麼不離婚。」說完,我笑了,居然笑了。365Please respect copyright.PENANA9hnDQSGUD4
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「………那個,男人不管在外面玩得多兇,最終都是要回家的。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAXTyVxXGrig
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。365Please respect copyright.PENANAroW1kQUgTb
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「你回去吧。」365Please respect copyright.PENANADkPe9lGXPE
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「妳還沒給我答案,我不要走。」365Please respect copyright.PENANApzC0PBOBSY
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAuc2qlHx8io
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。365Please respect copyright.PENANAjBRzkSUPjP
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「憑什麼這樣認為?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAR4ybOlIfoA
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAwFFyC9Ibt7
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我的心痛了一大下。365Please respect copyright.PENANARnu061wTfO
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去,讓人摸透了底,看清了弱點,讓別人,還是妳愛的那個人,拿著利器,戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方?365Please respect copyright.PENANA2Vw3MvV0pj
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「你回去吧,拜託你。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAwVXjv5PDsd
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAqPvbbrylO8
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「拿去。」365Please respect copyright.PENANASG1jwEOexM
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他離開之前,無視我冷冰冰的表情,親暱的抱了我,還吻了我一下。365Please respect copyright.PENANAbARBkHAh6J
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎?」365Please respect copyright.PENANAMoLQcOpB4x
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAE2dZzEht26
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「對不起,騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」365Please respect copyright.PENANAnp9jFp8hN4
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他傳來的訊息,讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。365Please respect copyright.PENANA5UdrC6s8XW
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這場戀愛不是戀愛,是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好,塞進我的世界,而我還全盤接受。365Please respect copyright.PENANAUxfgDWsSTR
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說是戀愛,還不如說是一場他的秀。365Please respect copyright.PENANAcndbSJB4WY
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者,自己最看不起的小三。365Please respect copyright.PENANA9wm20n5zAh
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開始厭惡自己,每一天,都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。365Please respect copyright.PENANACXsy7KOGHd
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我沒有讓任何人知道,甚至是最親密的黑兔子,也不知情。365Please respect copyright.PENANAFIwzT3dcUx
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體,假裝自己好像想認識新的異性,事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友,但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往,總是很快地拒絕對方。365Please respect copyright.PENANAL9upswmcXN
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因為我仍被他拖著,無法前進。365Please respect copyright.PENANAhlgYSQbwrO
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待續。
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