***jay's POV***
~present day~
March/April
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(Flash/forward for one chapter)
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"Jay" she says as I'm buttoning up my black shirt.
"Can you get this zip for me" she asks and I smile. Eyeing up her lingerie.
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I place my hand on her bare back moving her dress aside to cup her hip bones and feel the lace of her panties.
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"When we get back baby" she whispers. I smile.
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I do her zip up. She turns around to face me. Looking into my eyes with her blue ones.
"I'm worried what if she doesn't approve of me" she asks.
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"My mum will love you" I say.
"She would love any girl, to be fair as I've never done this shit. But you, she will be blown away by you" I say looking at Taylor in her maroon dress.
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She smiles and kisses me.
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We leave the apartment, me making out with her in the elevator. She smiles wiping her lipstick off my face when the elevator doors open. We head to my car.
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I drive into town, the concierge asks if I want them to park my car I decline and she laughs.
"You do love your car, I know that much" she says.
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"Not as much as I love you" I smile
"But yeah I love my car too" I laugh.
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We head up in an elevator again.
"I can feel your thoughts" she says
"We need to stop touching and kissing till we get home" she says and I love that she just called my place home.
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I laugh.
"I will never stop touching you and showing you how much I love you" I say and wink at her.
She bites her lip.
"Especially if you do that" I say eyeing her lips.
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The door pings and I search the bar for my mum. My dad couldn't make it, whats new? I see mum and I approach her, when she sees me a huge grin comes across her face. I pull her into a hug I'm taller than her now. She hugs me back. Refusing to let go.
"Jay, my only baby, I have missed you" she smirks
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"Mum" I say embarrassed, we are close. I love my mum. I'm her only child.
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"Mum this is my partner Taylor" I say introducing them.
"Taylor this is my mum, Claire"
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Mum smiles at Taylor, she likes her already.
"Lovely to meet you Taylor" she says.
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"Now let me get you both a drink" she says and orders a bottle of champagne.
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We go and sit in a booth.
"I must say I'm relieved"
"I was half expecting somebody, I don't know what I expected really I've never met any girl that my son has dated before" mum says and I smirk at her.
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"Taylor you study dance at university am I right? Jay said you were very talented" mum smiles.
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"Yes I do, and we're in the same psychology class" Taylor says softly.
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"Oh wow that is great" mum looks at me.
"You must have a lot in common then, this one has always been able to dance" she laughs looking at me.
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"Actually you're right I noticed that too" Taylor grins
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"I cannot" I protest warning glance shot at my mum.
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"I expect a dance tonight" she says laughing.
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"Me too" Taylor adds winking at my mum.
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They get on like they've known each other for years. We talk about lots, university and a little bit about work and dad. He's promised to see us both by Christmas but he's oh so busy. It doesn't shock me. My father does his job and that is it. He's not emotional, he's not family oriented but he does love my mum.
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We talk about all the different places mum has visited around the world and Taylor listens eyes shining full of interest. My mum briefly leaves to get some more drinks, it's busy. I pull Taylor into me and kiss her neck.
"I love you" I whisper
"I'm going to take you to Sydney first I think" I tell her.
"My mum had an apartment there when she was our age you know" I add.
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She smiles and kisses my lips.
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"Your mum is so cool and nice" she says.
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"She likes you. A lot." I tell her.
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Mum returns. With cocktails this time.
"Right Jay, let's dance" she laughs.
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I get up. I never refuse my mum. Taylor smiles watching me.
Mum and I dance and I glance over at Taylor as she watches us smiling.
"Jay, you love her" mum states in my ear.
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"I do love her, mum I've never felt this way about anybody ever. She makes me feel alive, like I want to be somebody with her" I say watching Taylor.
I glance at my mum, her blonde hair and blue eyes, and she's smiling back at me.
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"Then I think you need to start thinking long term. What you want together. I'm not being pushy my darling" she strokes my arm.
"She is beautiful and she looks at you with adoration. This not the type of girl you let just slip between your fingers, that's my advice to you as your mum. Now ask her to dance I'm old and need to sit down and sip my martini" mum laughs.
"Oh and I'm beyond happy for you" she says as we walk back.
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"Taylor, he's all yours, I need my martini and to take a seat" mum says laughing.
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I hold her hand to the dance floor and take her in my arms.
"Are you enjoying yourself?" I ask softly.
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"Yes, can we show off a little" she laughs. She taught me some salsa moves.
I lead her and she smiles.
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After we've done our routine I pull her in close to me. She's mine. I intend on forever.
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"My mum loves you" I say in her ear.
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"I'm glad I love her too" she says sweetly.
"She's so fun and nice" she observes.
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"I love you Taylor" I tell her in her ear and I feel her body respond to me.
"I will love you forever" I say.
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"I love you too" she says to me gazing up at me. Her eyes connecting with mine.
"Initially when I met you it's like you were a different person, and now I feel like I've discovered you. Ive learnt you inside out. And I know you tell me that you love me, a lot" she smiles up at me.
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"I love you too, and I will not stop loving you." She says and I tear up slightly.
She kisses me on my lips.
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"Home soon yeah?" She asks.
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"I like how you're calling it home" I say.
"Have you thought about you know?" I ask.
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I've asked her to move in with me and out of dorms. She replied that she was thinking about it and didn't want to rush things. And didn't want to impose herself on my life. Which I told her was a joke because she is my life.
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"I have" she says.
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"And..." I smile cheekily.
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"I would like that" she smiles back.
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I look down smiling to myself. I need her now to myself.
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"We can grab your things in the next couple days if you like" I tell her.
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"That's a plan" she says smiling up at me. And finally I begin to feel like I'm getting somewhere in my life because of her. Her influence and guidance and mostly her love. I always felt like I was drowning in my emotion for her.
Now the intensity of that feeling even though it is somehow even more, instead of drowning in it I am floating with her. Adept to the feeling of her love.
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