~past tense~
I wake up the next morning gazing over at Jay, even with his busted lip and nose he is perfection. I lightly stroke his face as he whinces slightly. He kisses my lips. We get carried away straight away. Him touching me everywhere and me being delicate with him so as not to hurt his injuries.
He delicately turns me over in the bed and lifts my leg. When he is inside of me I whisper his name. We've not done it like this before with me on my side and him behind me.
"Okay babe?" He asks me in my ear his lips grazing my skin and kissing me there.
"Mmm good" I sigh as he's thrusting into me.
"I could hear you say mmm all day long" he says in my ear.
"Harder or softer" he asks whispering in my ear.
"Harder" I beg him.
He pounds into me and I whimper.
"You're incredible." I tell him breathless as he holds onto my hip to keep me steady.
"Me? No. Your body deserves to be worshipped" he says kissing my ear and down my neck.
"I'm in love with every single part of it" he says.
"You drive me insane, and the private dance yesterday I didnt have chance to tell you, was so sexy" he says.
He slips his hand over my nipple and it hardens at his touch, I moan and push my chest into his capable hands.51Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bt1saoOCC
He continues teasing my nipple occasionally pinching it which makes me gasp with the intensity of it.51Please respect copyright.PENANA1S2T4a5Exo
"Oh Jay, that's amazing" I say as he speeds up near the end.51Please respect copyright.PENANAtgmOaqjard
"I don't want it to stop" I tell him and I lift my lips slightly to meet his.51Please respect copyright.PENANAUYVi2foHEC
He thrusts into me as he's coming whispering in my ear that he loves me and that he will make love to me for the rest of eternity if I let him. I smile watching his hands on my hip holding himself inside me and I begin to wonder what eternity would look like with him.
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"Taylor, what would you like for breakfast" he says and I grin.
"I was an idiot yesterday and I want to give you the perfect day today" he says in my ear.
"Mmm okay what about eggs and bacon and toast" I say sleepily.
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"Of course" he says.
I shower in his amazing en-suite and then deal with my hair and makeup. I'm wearing a dress today and boots. I walk out to the kitchen he's still topless. I put my arms around him.51Please respect copyright.PENANA9FdnPerL3n
"It's nearly ready" he says.
"Looks amazing" I say and sit down.
"So we're trialling you staying here?" He asks me whilst frying the bacon.
"Of course, I've gotta admit I like my shower more" I laugh.51Please respect copyright.PENANAybVVHtg8Un
"Yours is great but mine however" I laugh at his horrified expression.51Please respect copyright.PENANAfnszp3wCrQ
"I'm kidding, the only place I like more than this is the lake house" I say.
He laughs and when he's finished he loads the dishwasher, and I get ready to leave it's the last day and then we have the weekend.
"Okay so I'll drive us home tonight then" he smiles.
"Okay" I smile at the use of the word home and us in the same sentence.
I can't keep my hands off of him all day. At lunch everybody asks him about the fight and his hospital visit and I just sit there stroking his arm whilst laying back onto his chest.
"I didn't realise Nate was such a dick" Rach says.
"We did say" Ross sighs rolling his eyes.
After that we end up making love again in my dorm room at the end of lunch before he has politics and I have dance.
"If there's anything you need to take for the weekend we can bag it and put it in the car now" he says holding me in his arms. We need to get dressed for next lesson instead we're getting our breath back. I turn and face him in bed.
"Okay" I smile, I feel like I'm continually bending to his will. I kiss him again and touching him is a constant reminder of how much I want him all the time. We kiss and hug for a couple of minutes more and then I pull away.
"We could go now...head home start the weekend early. I always look over the lecture notes that I've missed" he says.
"Nice try but you're not missing politics again" I say smiling.
I get dressed first and he lounges on the bed naked only covered by the duvet.
"You might as well bring the lot" he sighs watching me bag up my clothes. I haven't touched the sports bag because it has Matty's shirt in it and all of our memories.
"We can do this gradually though" I say.51Please respect copyright.PENANAaNT8F72FId
"Besides I have stuff at yours already" I add.
He stands up pulling his clothes on. 51Please respect copyright.PENANA1T9tP5rNIr
"Let me know what I'm carrying to the car" he smiles.
I end up taking two bags. I still can't look through the stuff I got from Matty. Which is silly really because it is my belongings, my clothes that remind me of being pregnant with his child. I take my wash stuff even though I have all of that at the apartment. Then I leave with Jay to head to the car, I know we're gonna be apart for the next hour and I feel needy. I never got like this before in any relationship. I never want him to leave me.
He puts everything in the boot and hugs me again.
"I'll miss you" I say.
"Mmm I think we should just take off now" he says rubbing my back.
"No naughty you're a second year politics student and that's more important" I say.
"Nothing is more important than you" he says.
"You know we've been together for like a month now" he says.
"We have wow" I smile.
"So later we're celebrating our one month, the best month of my life" he says.
I kiss him for a prolonged amount of time. I like the idea of celebrating our one month together. I finally pull myself away from him in order to go to dance. Walking along the path up to dance I realise it's kind of dark and quiet. I hurry along and make it to the dance block on time for class.
After class my teacher pulls me aside and congratulates me on having an audition for a local dance company.
"Wow. I'm suddenly really nervous" I say to her.
"I will prep you next week and we will sort it all out" she smiles.
"Thank you" I tell her whilst I'm leaving.
I head to the changing rooms, briefly looking into the gym and seeing Nate's reflection looking out at me. It makes me jump but I keep moving and head over to change out of my dance clothes.
When I'm finished i'm the last out because of the talk I had with my dance teacher. I head out in the dark and hurry imagining myself reaching Jay and giving him an all encompassing hug. I know he will get there before me as his building is closer to the car park.
I hear footsteps behind me but block them out. I need to just get to the car. Just a little bit longer through the field and I will be there with him. We will be on the way to our home to enjoy a whole weekend together. I'm thinking of his arms and his beautiful smell. His warmth and his chest. His complete safety.
"Taylor" he's says behind me and I stiffen.
I keep walking away from Nate's voice.
"Taylor I just " he begins again.
He catches up with me again. I face him momentarily and see the full force of my boyfriends hands on his face, the bruises and redness he has made are profound.
I gasp and then look away taking a step back.
"I'm sorry look we're neighbours. And I was out of line. So yeah I know it won't mean much but I am sorry" he says.
"Look it wont happen again" he says as I'm walking away and he follows me again.
"It sure won't" I hear Jay saying in the distance. I can faintly make out his outline in the dark. I speed up to him relief washing over me.
"Honestly I just wanted to say sorry to her" Nate stutters fearful.
"We heard, how's your nose?" Jay asks.
"good yours dude? " Nate replies.
"Perfect" Jay challenges him.
"Okay okay, no more enough! Lets just all not talk" I say exasperated.
"Sure, I'm sorry" Nate says facing me.
"Okay accepted" I say simply.
Jay scoffs and I usher him off to the car. We get in together and I feel so relieved that it's the start of our weekend away from university.
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