"Principal" Jay says smiling at me
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We're sitting in a cosy Italian, I insisted on telling him over a glass of wine even though I couldn't contain my excitement.
He stands up goes to the bar and buys the most expensive champagne.
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Returning he pops the cork and pours me some.
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"You are incredible" he says genuinely.
I laugh.
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"My partner is the principal dancer at a dance company." He smiles.
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"Wow, amazing" he says again.
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"Thanks it's pretty big" I say looking at him.
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"So I have to rehearse quite a bit, in the studio. But because we're the principals we get to decide when." I say to him.
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"Oh there's two" he asks.
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"Yes" I hadn't quite thought through how to tell him this.
"There is always a female principal and a male principal. I was just auditioning but the choreographer felt female principal best suited me" I tell him.
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"Because you're amazing Taylor" he smiles at me.
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The waitress comes over ogles Jay and then sets her eyes on me and sighs.
"What can I get you" she asks Jay.
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"Ladies first" Jay says and I smile at him
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"Please may I have the arrabatia." I ask her once she finally looks back at me.
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"Lasagne for me and can we have some olives and bread for the table please" he comments and she sidles off.
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"I'm so excited to eat" I laugh. I love Italian food and it's my favourite, he knows that.
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"Me too" he smiles at me.
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"So how often are rehearsals" he asks me after a short pause.
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"Four times a week, however we get to choose the days." I tell him.
"Jacob is the male principal and we have to organise the other dancers, and do a touch of staging and choreography" I tell him over enthusiastically.
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"Maybe we can make eating out a thing, if you're rehearsing more I can come meet you afterwards and we can try out all of the restaurants" he smiles and I hook my leg around his under the table.
He's so utterly different now, everything is about us with him. He focuses solely on our relationship, and I've noticed.
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"I'm so happy for you" he explains clasping my hands.
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"Thankyou Jay" I tell him and he strokes my hands.
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Our mains come and I can't help but to tuck into my food instantly he smiles and eats some olives first.
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"So I've got the perfect thing for this occasion" he smiles at me. I look up from my food feeling like a child whose stuffing her face.
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"We have our two week break this Friday and I've kind of got something booked for us, I can't tell you what yet but you will love it and we can truly celebrate" he says and a wide grin crosses my face.
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"Oh tell me, tell me" I say.
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"No" he smiles.
"It's special" he adds teasing me.
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"I can't wait to see what it is" I tell him and his eyes glisten at me.
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"Just before we go back, we're all going out by the way. It slipped my mind before. But we all booked for a play, I included you and you're sitting with me. Plus I kinda told Ross I'd go with him to get another tattoo, so think about what you want as I'm getting my nipples pierced" I say.
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His eyes bulge.
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"You are are you?" He teases.
"Hot" he stares at me.
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"Is this the weekend before uni starts again?" He clarifies.
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"Yes" I tell him.
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"You'll have a nice tan by then" he smiles dropping hints.
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"Ohh so we're going someplace" I muse.
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"Yes baby" he says and winks at me. God I love him.
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"Now eat up" he smiles.
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I grab my fork and wince, the pain in my arm is rising again.
"Hurting again?" He asks.
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"Just a little, it's probably because of the dance too" I tell him. Concern shadows his face and I smile to reassure him.
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"I'll finish and take some pills" I tell him grabbing them from my purse.
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"Pill popper" he laughs.
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I laugh along with him and then we end up sharing a desert with each other.
We have a salted caramel brownie sundae and he feeds me most of it.
The whole time all I can think is please take me home. I just want to be in his arms and have him close to me. In every way possible. Plus we have uni tomorrow and that means I have to spend the whole day with him without being able to sit on his lap all the time and without being able to lay on the PDA.
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As if reading my mind he turns to me.
"I'm gonna grab the cheque and then take you home and hold you all night long" he whispers.
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He stands in his black jeans and I eye him up in his white shirt. His hair is pulled away from his face and he looks sophisticated and cool. He strides over to pay and I watch him.
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As he's paying I grab my stuff and down the champagne, classy I know. I join him at the cashier and he pulls an arm around my waist. Just letting everybody know that I am his, and that he is mine.
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"They do takeout" he whispers and I beam at him as he grabs a card.
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"How far do you deliver" he asks
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"Whereabouts is it you live if you don't mind me asking" the male manager asks.
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"On the lakefront, we live in one of the houses there." Jay says glancing at me.
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"Right" he says taken aback. I mean really do you blame him. We are students, we should not have a house there by extension. We should be in dorms.
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"We can deliver there of course" he smiles.
"A nice area boss" the man says smiling. Jay tucks his cigarette behind his ear and smiles at him.
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"Thanks for the amazing food" I say smiling and then we leave taking their card and takeaway menu with us.
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When we leave the cool air hits me and I shiver, the light has gone and the streets are now illuminated by street lamps. This part of town is more of a hive for nightlife, with all the bars and restaurants.
We make a note of the restaurants we are going to try out as he holds my hand walking us back to the car. He's draped his leather jacket around me and I pull it over me, it's much to big but it's warm and it smells of him. He smokes his cigarette and then passes it to me and we share it.
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"We could just have this set out for us, Taylor" he comments whilst driving back.
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I smile over at him.
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"Meaning?" I tease.
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"We literally have what two years of uni left. We have a place of our own. You are super talented and a professional principal dancer. Okay see where I'm going with this ?" He smiles.
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"We are all good" he laughs.
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I stroke his thigh and he places his hand on it, the other one on the steering wheel.
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"More than good" I tell him and he turns and winks at me.
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"How's the wrist" he asks.
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I'd forgotten it, I didn't end up taking pain meds and it went away all on it's own.
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"Not too bad, I'll take some before bed" I comment.
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"I ugh want to end him" he says completely rationally and I'm taken aback by the change in topic and the absolute conviction he says his words with.
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"I get that Jay, but then if you do that he won't continue being the hopeless sad loser that he is. He will escape his boring life. And you will ruin our perfect one, that is all set up, by getting yourself put in prison" I tell him rationally.
" you need to focus on this" I tell him looking down at my hand on his thigh.
"Us and our moments together, our future and our memories, the memories we are still yet to make" I tell him.
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"I am, you are my everything" he says looking out of the windshield.
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"I don't like to see you in pain" he says quietly.
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"Well it's not actually that bad anymore" I tell him
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"Im sorry Taylor I know you deserve a guy that's a gentlemen, that doesn't use his hands, that deals with things peacefully." He chuckles.
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"You however have me. A guy that wanted to snap his neck." He chuckles and I can't help but laugh.
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"Lord that took a lot of restraint" he sighs.
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"I can imagine, Jay but I'm glad you managed to keep yourself in control" I tell him.
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"Only thing that stopped me was my head telling me I needed to take you to the hospital" he says glancing my way again. I see the lake and relax; I love returning home with him.
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"You Taylor have a shit load of control over me. You are the only person apart from maybe my mother that can affect my decisions, that can shape what I do. The reason I have to be better and to do the right thing" he says.
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I ponder that for a minute. We turn into our drive and he opens up the underground parking garage.
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"As long as that control or influence or whatever you want to call it isn't suffocating. Then I don't see it as a bad thing" I tell him.
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He walks around to my side of the car and swoops me up in his arms where I've wanted to be all night long. Carrying me in our home where he sets me down upstairs on our bed. He undresses me and this is what I love so much about him, he's instinctual. He's kissing my body and teasing me with his tongue.
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"It's a good thing Taylor, that you have complete control over me." He says licking me at the same time.
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"Because without you I dread to think the trouble I would get in" he laughs and all I can think is yes Jay, because of his tongue.
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He brings me all the way to the point of orgasm and then he moves up my body and is inside of me.
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“Just perfect” he whispers in my ear.
“You. Your body, your beautiful voice, your pretty little heart that cares for everything, your amazing talents. Just you, and everything about you.” He sighs.
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“Jay” I say breathless. I find myself wanting to know every single detail of his life. Every little thread, every decision that brought him here into my life. I make it my goal to know everything about him. To learn him inside out as if I’m going to be tested.
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