~past tense~
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"That was incredible, I never thought I would like the fries just as much as the steak. You are gifted" he says smiling.
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I'm sipping my drink sitting on the stool by the counter. He's tidying up and loading the dishwasher. He even bought me chocolate cake which I'm going to have once I've got room for more food. I slip down and cut him a piece followed by my own.
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I carry them out to the main room. Glancing out the window. The moon is out and it's reflecting light on the water. It's stunning at night. I walk back into him, he's humming to the radio which makes me laugh.
"Hey" he says as I brush his back with my hand.
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"Nearly done?" I ask.
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"Mhmm" he smiles.
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"Good" I say suggestively.
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"Did you know Taylor that I've dreamed about you every single night since we met." He says.
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“You have ?” I say.
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“And not just sleazy dreams” he laughs.
He turns around to face me.
“Although some of them were” he admits.
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I close the space between us, stroking his face with my hand.
“I had a few dreams about you” I say smiling.
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A grin spreads across his face.
“Really now that is something” he laughs. He maintains my eye contact, watching me deliberating what to do next.
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He picks me up impulsively and carries me to the sofas. Sitting down next to me as he switches the flatscreen on and loads up the movies. I go for the cake as he puts on a horror film, he knows me well.
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My phone vibrates on the side. I check it and it’s Ross. He’s asking where I am. I mean it’s reasonable we live together and he hasn’t seen me all day. I hope he’s gone to the party and isn’t waiting for me.
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“Ross wants to know where I am” I tell Jay.
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“Okay just say we’re together ?” He smiles.
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“I was going to but I felt like asking first in case you didn’t want people to know that we’re spending time together” I say.
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“I’m absolutely fine with the whole world knowing” he laughs.
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I text Ross, starting with an apology for not letting him know where I was and explaining that I got a little caught up as Jay took me out for lunch and now I won’t be back until later. I mean tomorrow. I send it off. Waiting for him to reply.
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Rach texts me within minutes.
“Taylor, please be careful. Love ya not trying to be a bitch but please just be careful” she says in her message.
I’m guessing Ross is with Rach. I understand her message, Jay messed her around a lot. Over an extended period of time. Could he be doing that to me? I know he says all of these nice things that make me feel like an exception, like I’m valued. But could he be playing with me ? Like he did with her? I message her back thanking her for looking out for me and that I’ll catch up with her soon.
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“Jay” I say
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“Yes babe” he says stroking my arm.
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“You wouldn’t mess me around would you?” I say, champagne giving me confidence.
He sits me on his lap pulling me close and I straddle him.
“No I would never ever do that to you” he says looking into my eyes.
“I love you, this is different for me” he says.
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I smile as he holds my eye contact.
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“I love you too” I say and mean it.
He relaxes and rubs my back with his hands.
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“You haven’t eaten your cake” I say smiling
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“Wanna share it?” He says holding me on top of him whilst reaching for the cake.
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He gets some on the spoon and feeds me it. Why is this so sexy? I get the spoon next and feed him some cake.
“It’s really nice cake” I laugh.
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“Not as nice as you” he smiles.
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“Really?” I tease him.
I get some more and spoon feed him. He eats and I wipe his face delicately after with my hand. He catches my fingers and kisses them. My body wants his so much.
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“You taste better” he says. And that’s it, I’m so turned on. I stand up and unbutton my jeans. He watches me biting his lip. I pull them down and off. I’m just wearing my leotard and nothing else. It’s low cut at the back. I straddle him again and he’s speechless. Looking down at my bare thighs and back up at my lips. He doesn’t know where to look.
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He kisses me with lips that I now know. His hands urgently feeling my body. I pull his shirt off intent on feeling his skin. Once I can see his toned chest I move my lips down him, kissing him everywhere. He moans his hands going through my hair.
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“This is better than one of my dreams” he says smiling. I laugh and I unbutton his jeans. I stand up and off of him and he stands up in front of me, so close. He pulls his jeans off and I notice the huge bulge in his boxers. I have to drag my eyes away. I look up at him smiling.
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My hand reaches out before I can stop myself and I rub him. He reacts instantly sighing, and I love having this effect on him. He turns me around to face the lake. He moves my hair over one shoulder and kisses my exposed neck.
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“Taylor” he says slowly between kissing me.
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I open my eyes taking in the beauty of the scene before me, the lake and the moon.
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“I’m in fucking love with you. If you want to do this now then I’m ready to be with you forever.” He says slipping his hand under my leotard and between my legs, l gasp.
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“I’m ready for forever” I tell him between moaning.
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“You are the best thing that ever happened to me” he whispers whilst playing with me.
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“You’re wet for me, Taylor. Are you ready?” He asks grazing my neck with his teeth. His fingers going over me.
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“Im ready” I say.
He turns me around and kisses me passionately. He swiftly lifts me up and carries me whilst kissing me, up a flight of stairs. He is strong and I giggle.
“That sound, of you laughing is perfection” he smiles.
“I never want to not hear that” he smiles.
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He sets me down on a four poster bed in a room with floor to ceiling windows on one wall.
“Don’t worry nobody can see in” he winks at me and I laugh. He looks down at me on the bed, intently.
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“What to do with you now?“ he sighs suggestively.
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